End of the two years and its time to reflect back on a few things. These two years have taught me a lot of things, taught me to judge people and taught me to love people and hate them.
Last few weeks have been a turmoil and I have endlessly contemplated as to how something like this can happen to me. For someone, who's always thought of being the one who's blessed and can keep his girl happy, it was a shocker to see everything fall apart. However, inspite of sleepless nights of pondering over what went wrong, I still cant come to a conclusion.
I for one, don't really blame her and neither do I blame myself. I probably couldn't see her moving away and finally it fell off as a shocker. I am or was, I dont know still very much think about her. But, then I remember this age old maxim " Mann ka ho toh achcha, Mann ka naa ho toh ussey achcha".
Did I want to break away from her, NO!! Did I want her to do what she did, NO!!
But things happen, so there's no point in pondering over spilled milk. Lets stop brooding and think ahead.
So here's a list I plan to do with the now extra time I have:
1. Learn a musical instrument: Its a high time I have kept this promise. I sort of pick something up and leave it mid-way. Its time to complete this one
2. Start Reading : I need to bring that interest of reading endlessly back. Books have always helped me cope up.
3. Listen to endless music
4. Be flirtacious
5. Work-Out
For all the good times ahead!! Ciao!!
Last few weeks have been a turmoil and I have endlessly contemplated as to how something like this can happen to me. For someone, who's always thought of being the one who's blessed and can keep his girl happy, it was a shocker to see everything fall apart. However, inspite of sleepless nights of pondering over what went wrong, I still cant come to a conclusion.
I for one, don't really blame her and neither do I blame myself. I probably couldn't see her moving away and finally it fell off as a shocker. I am or was, I dont know still very much think about her. But, then I remember this age old maxim " Mann ka ho toh achcha, Mann ka naa ho toh ussey achcha".
Did I want to break away from her, NO!! Did I want her to do what she did, NO!!
But things happen, so there's no point in pondering over spilled milk. Lets stop brooding and think ahead.
So here's a list I plan to do with the now extra time I have:
1. Learn a musical instrument: Its a high time I have kept this promise. I sort of pick something up and leave it mid-way. Its time to complete this one
2. Start Reading : I need to bring that interest of reading endlessly back. Books have always helped me cope up.
3. Listen to endless music
4. Be flirtacious
5. Work-Out
For all the good times ahead!! Ciao!!
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